I always thought that one day we will be like the fairytales couples, being truthful and committed to each other. Walking back to the year 2012, I remembered talking to you on the phone through the night and having endless topics to talk about everyday. We weren't like other couples who will hold each other hands and hang out very often. But at that time, it doesn't matter to me at all. Those sweet little messages on whatsapp, snapchat and facebook were already enough to make me happy. That year was the happiest year of my life. After 2012, we started to have many arguements over small and huge matters. Since then, our conversations get shorter and colder. I miss the old us, I miss the days when i wanted to give up on us and you told me that i wasn't perfect for everyone but was perfect to you. You gave me hopes and the hopes seem to be crashed away as days passed. I'm not perfect and I'm sorry for loving you. 😠To me, you're like a princess, a queen and of course someone who I cannot live without. I really wanted to believe you and restart our journey again by becoming best friends and then back to lovers. But, from what we both see ahead of us now, is it possible? Is it really possible that you can ensure that your feelings will not be gone? You know how useless i am,i cannot even be your listening ear and be there for your mood swings... The pair of ears belong to someone you have known for a shorter period of time! I don't blame you but myself. Later I'm not really sure if we are meeting, but if we do perhaps just perhaps it may be our last time meeting each other. I'm not giving up on loving you, but I'm just tired of pulling you back. I Love You! If only you tell me you love me too...
" A one-sided love is like a dark chocolate, it tastes bitter at the start, less bitter at the middle and tasteless at the end..."
